women&wrinkles

Yes, that´s quite an issue for woman-getting older, getting wrinkles. So, this morning i look in the mirror, seeing my first wrinkles on my forehead (obviously not for the first time) and i look at them and suddenly i feel a slight smile coming on my face, genuinely feeling proud. my heart is pumping and when i see my wrinkles i see what i, myself, have been through so far. i see the up and downs, i see myself beeing strong and beeing weak in other moments, i see myself in school and working in the theater, making my own fashion, visiting acting classes, doing commercials, smoking pot, living healthy, getting wasted, doing yoga, being happy, being mad, being wild, being calm, being forward, being shy, simply being freaking alive. and then becoming a mum. gee, i´ve done so much so far and you know what? i´m fucking proud of every single little wrinkle in my face, the´re beautiful! how sad would it be if i wouldn´t have them? get real. so, i choose to have my head high and walk full of pride with those lines of my live looking straight forward. that´s my choice. that´s me.